"You think I’m just a booty call. Well, I’m not. I deserve better than that. I’m tired of being your doormat."
It’s been over a year since I’ve felt like this. My problem is I let guys use me for sex because I think something will come out of it. I let my ex do it to me, now my best friend. Who’s the last person I expected to put me through this again because he knew how much that killed me.. And I let him, that’s the worst part, I LET THEM DO THIS TO ME. I hate myself so much, I’m so disgusted with myself. I’m just at the end at this point.. I’m really starting to believe I’m not good enough for anybody to actually be with because I’m too fucked up but I’m okay to have sex with. And that’s it…